Inside is REALITY

I must desire to become a hero, a real hero. Go up is my direction. I do not want to wander in this world.

Otherwise my life is of no purpose.
Conceal that zeal but inside I must talk to myself to get it.
Talk it outside is useless but inside is useful to develop myself.
Get the way. If I do not want to be a hero, what I want?
It is suitable for self interest.
I always have that inside and I start to use it now ^^.
I will have the ambition to become a hero but I will conceal it and never talk out. NEVER.
Try to conceal it but inside I must get it clear for myself. That is my way. No other way I want to go.

THAT IS WHAT I WANT, WHAT I DESIRE, WHAT I NEED to kill the useless ego.