I have lived with useless thinking for too long

It is unacceptable. I could not tolerate it if I continue. Never allow it. I hate it, condemn it. It is crap.

I could not be more angry about myself because I have let it exist for that long.
I never want to see it any more. Never ever. It is uncompromisable. No deal at all. Must eliminate it completely and absolutely.

Give me peace on earth. I could not bear it any more. I hate useless thinking. Peace of my soul.

Work to fight against useless thinking. I will get 8.5 Ielts and do Phd.