Kill useless thinking then I will go beyond a mediocre person

I must go beyond a mediocre person. I have been lucky and I must pass that point to provide help back to others.
Eliminate useless thinking. Absolute realist.

Without useless thinking. books will be the great help. Absolutely useful like Lenin did. Otherwise it is a dogma.
Useless thinking kills books.
With useless thinking, books are useless and even harmful.
I stand always in danger. You stay in more danger.
Our method of social control must dominate the future.
The American government Lenin said is corrupt. It is not living in the present economic age.

How could I keep an eye on the present, know what is happening and what is changing with useless thinking?
It prevents me to touch the reality. Keep me out of touch.