With useless thinking, can not take risks, can not cheat

With useless thinking, no creativeness at all. I could not play chess well.
Do i love creative? That is the thing I have never got credit for.
I could not take risk with useless thinking because I did not see the opportunity there.

No creative move if I am full of useless thinking. No creative move means failures.
Why I scare the word Creative that much?