I have lived in selfish for 22 years

And it can be described as Terrible. It limits my ability. It hinders my potentials. Selfish makes me fear everything.
I could not tolerate it anymore. I could not think about myself as the centre anymore. I have things to do, work to be done and life to be lived.

Selfish makes me exist. I did not live. Think dialectically.
I did not fight for anything and did not do what I need to do.
I have been wrong for too long.