If I continue to want Yen

All values are just barely a lie. Nothing more or less. I am still selfish. I must kill it. It is the job of my life. It is the path to happiness.

Yen is the test for love the test for selfish. I must overcome that test. Do not think about her then I win over selfish. Does not think I will get her or not. Get is selfish and not is selfish as well. Let things go.

Let things go is not selfish. Expect things to favour me is to be selfish, to distort the truth.