I do not like free time anymore

I want to be busy.
I wanna be a bee.
My health is now enough to strive hard.
I do not love free time anymore.
I wanna be busy all day.
I will work to get a car, build a house. Stay busy.

I love working. I hate free time. Free time gives me stress. I feel useless.
Work or go out. Do not think.

I wanna be busy. I love you, my love :-*