Today mark a substantial change in my life

I do not care about Fame about others about success any more.
All I desire now is to be strong. I want to be stronger than anyone I know. Be stronger than any of my friends. Be stronger than Mr Giap, Mr Ha. That is my aim in this life and I will do it.
That is my desire. I do not have any other desire to look good to talk with girls. To be intelligent, to be a star. All shit.

I have changed. I must be stronger than anyone in my family: my father, Mr Loi, Mr Cuong, Mr Lien.
I must change. That what I want and I want to do it. Success is not my goal any more. Not what I will die for and put my time for. Strong is what I will do everything to get.